Saturday, 12 April 2008

hiya well my son is feeling a whole lot better, but refuses to go to his room to sleep lol, he finds it scarey without his older brother there so i have just left him.

im up late at night anyway on the paltalk room islam answers back, im usually there at night until about 1am when theres holidays. i dont talk on the mic though im too shy for that, even though i have a few questions i dont ask them lol.

well my son wants to go to pizza hut tomorrow, so will probably go in the evening, as for today i fancy a shawarma and will go to slough and get from my fav shop fatoush they do excellent food mmmmmmmmm has been long time since ive had one, due to a cut down on certain foods as im training for a 5k run for the autistic society in september, but im sure one wont hurt, as i will work my butt off working out as usual.

as hubby is i morocco until 24th i am now beginning to feel a little lonely, as im have been stuck in the house now for 3 weeks due to my son being unwell. i really need to go out, but have no one to go out with, i really need some adult company but have none where i live.

i would definatley not entertain my neighbours, they are all into drink, drugs and half the kids are pregnant, where oh where is the shame. i feel so out of sorts as my kids dont even talk the kids around here, as they tried to attack my eldest son all because he would not take a cigarette, but my son is a hell of a lot stronger than they thought and beat the heck out the boy.

so now they leave him alone and dont even look at him, as they now know hes not gonna stand there and take it, he will say NO.

im called stuck up because i dont let my kids play outside, no its common sense you are all dealing on something or other and im am not interested in that type of lifestyle i just want to be let live my life how i want, just as you do.

well thats me for now moaning on a saturday morning, as i know the day is long and not much to do. my hubby wont know where anything is as ive moved everything lol.

bye for now see ya wa salam

1 comment:

ammena said...

salam sis... im sorry, Ive only just noticed you are keepin up to date with this blog. Im sorry to hear about your son, is your other son with husband? or the boys in different rooms? Is it your youngest that you pulled out of school? I think it was... insha'allah things get better for him